has not gone so well for me. i have been manic for most of it, or rapidly cycling between normal, manic, and depressed during the course of a day. (things may look up soon with the discovery of a new doctor. i hope.)

mostly, though, i am just irritated. the shaking of my hands caused by the higher dosage of medication renders painting and drawing almost impossible, more often than not. i could not model for the life of me. i have barely been able to work on the fantasy manuscript, and i've been absolutely livid that i should have so many fantastic ideas for horror and am unable to do more than drop a bare-bones outline on notebook paper.

things will change soon, though. i can taste it.

(so, in short, i apologize for not posting since gods-know-when.)